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work ...
about to carry on with my day..
but thought of posting this blog first..
a lovley task i did last night for my Darling Sd..that I love with all of My heart,
mind and soul xxx
in my mind while i was thinking of the words to write,i knew i had not a lot of time..
i had to write down all before the end of the night..
but as i was thinking of how my darling has been very good and still up to now to me, i thought it made perfect sense to write this poem,to describe some of the things that i felt inside and for him to see in My Eyes how he has been looking after me...there are days of uncertainties,thoughtful days,feelings of loneliness...sometimes of tiredness-even...but this realtionship has shown how many good qualities a person can have,can share but most certainly,finding Love in the most unusual place...some may say,its never gonna be perfect,but in my mind and in my heart ... all the things that surrounds us,that makes it the way people may say it is... for me , he is the best perfect person who ever came into my life ...and how lucky i am to be part of his life...
This is for you My Darling ....
The Lovelife of a Small Rock
Small and rough outside
I am a small rock that occupied a small space...
somewhere in between places thats been seen
or where no one has been...
people kept walking past me,
one picked me up,held me
then kept in his pocket,
i was happy to be there
to be in someone else's jacket,
but there were other things that occupied this space,
not for long he needed to empty this place,
so i was tossed and had to be again somewhere...
unfamiliar but never the less i kept my new place..
i waited there,
were birds picked me up,
then dropped...
then another time,the wind carried me,
somewhere where i can see further out to sea...
i was there with the sand,
closely running around me..
i can feel the soft grains,rushing around...
then the waves came and again i was carried
even further where i thought no one would ever find me..
i was hidden under some weeds,
where i saw the sun come up,
and the night time fall...
the stars were twinkling,
their lights were shining...
looking up sometimes...
when i force my self to sleep,
they look like little light bulbs ..
helping me in my deep slumber,
taking away the darkness ...
lifting away all my sadness
i look around and wait there
placed in a small space where i thought
no one would bother...
then the weeds started to change,
then colors emerged..
how beautiful it is to see different blooms
coming out around me...
and when the night falls...
i can still see the colors surround me,
even if the evening turns misty...
then suddenly,
they grew tired,
then the sun seems to get more higher...
everything was gone ..
but suddenly i felt all alone...
nothing to cover me...
to protect me,from all that is around me...
i was exposed....
sitting alone,
i am a small rock,occupying a small space...
i am rough outside...
but i was happy to be complete inside...
then days tuned into nights,
then suddenly from a distance..
i see someone coming...
nearing,
i was entranced...
it is someone,
looking away,but suddenly..
turned around and came back my way...
slowly,as suddenly...
his face was near me,
took me from my small space,
but...
as he held me in his palm...
he tossed me as high up in tbe sky!
i felt elated...
i can feel the air rushing around me..
then as high as i climbed,
i fell down on his feet and i dont know why..
he picked me up again,
looked at me,but he cant see
i can glimpse the color of his eyes...
he felt me with his palms,
rubbed me against his hands...
then put me inside his pocket,
where i can feel we were going somewhere..
he took me out from there...
put me beside things that belong to him..
but i dont know where i am...
but i know,
atleast i was somewhere...
i was placed where i can see him walk past,
when he goes out,
he picks me up and keep me near his heart..
sometimes he touches me,
rubs my rough patch...
but all the time,he walks i was in there with him,
always beyond his approach...
sometimes he puts me in a soft place,
i was encased...
it is cotton...
i dont know the reason...but i was happy to be in this space..
day by day, he takes me out and looks at me
a smile in his face...
night fall comes,
but as same as the days...
what i always await the moment that he comes,
to take me out of my case...
i didnt know what it was,
but one day he came..
with a string in his hand,
he atttached it around me...
as if he was fastening me safely..
and same as any day he carried me..
but this time it was not in a case,
i was hanging on a string,
but i know i wasnt anymore
inside a cotton or encased...
all these time i felt love for this man
he didnt know that i await all the time
for his hand reaching mine..
then we were by the river..
we were listening to the birds..
it was quiet and tranquil,
the sky above was blue
as i look across i can see past yonder...
he bent down,the reflection i see on the water..
passing quietly down river...
is of a man wearing something
as shiny as nothing i have seen...
it was hanging on threads,
golden it seems...
then i see him reach out...
to touch this sparkly thing that i see...
attached to these golden strands...
he reached out to a small precious looking stone...
almost attached to his heart..
then he pulled it up to kiss it...
until then i didnt see,
when he was encasing me...
what he was doing was taking care of the small rough stone,
he turned it to a diamond...
until that kiss and the reflection...
i didnt know...that diamond was Me....
